♥ The Proposal Defend ♥

I can't sleep. It is hard for me to sleep nights before the D day. I think of so many things. Why is it like this? Why is it like that? How am I going to tackle any problems? How am I going to search for rescue? Haha. My D day is on Monday. A week before that, I finished the slides on Friday. Consider a great job because I am always a 'last-minute' person. Esok nak present, tengah malam sebelum tu baru gelabah nak settle everything. 

Alhamdulillah. All went well. P1. Pass without corrections. Actually, ada je corrections.. Tapi tunjuk kat SV and co SV je.. tak perlu disahkan oleh examiners. Syukur sangat. Keep telling myself. I should know how to respond to any questions as I had slept, eat, think with my research.. for almost 18months! Amirul pun dah pandai berlari dah.. Yelah kan.. Seminggu lepas register PhD terus terberanak.   :)

Research in social science: the challenge - how to put a 'stop' and set the boundaries.

Proposal Defend on the 14th.. on 9th April 2014 sempat berdesup kejap pi UTHM untuk present paper. So far baru present two conference papers. More to come.. Nak spend masa menulis artikel je payah. Sebabnya..bila dah too focus dengan papers.. I tend to 'abandon' my thesis. Hehe. Complicated.

Nih gambar masa bentang paper kat USM. Time ni ramai geng.. masa gi UTHM tu sorang-sorang.. tak dan nak amik gambar. Selfie pun takdop.

  Subjects for my study :)

The whys..

Move on! Let's proceed  >-<

Balik rumah terus peluk anak-anak.. Nak peluk husband, die pi outstation pulak. Huhu.

Nih baru balik lepas interview study participants. Takde keje kan.. tangkap gambar dalam washroom.

Research is all about doing things scientifically. Justify. Define. Defend. Inshaallah. Believing and prove what you believe to others. Show them the proof. When the tide is high.. I always tell myself. I am a mom of two lil kids who can prove to others I can finish my PhD within 3 years. Dengan izin Allah. With knowledge we serve. 

Btw.. masa nak balik semula bilik office lepas presentation tu.. I nak naik tangga. Terserempak dengan a mom yang tengah pimpin a toddler turun tangga.. Tergerak hati nak tegur the cute lil boy 

" Boleh ke tu?" Hehehe. Teringat kat Amirul lahaiii.

Sambil senyum-senyum at his mom. Rupanya ada baby lagi sorang dok dalam SSC. Sejak berbabywearing, mata ni tajam je nampak buckle SSC dari belakang orang. Hehe. 

Suddenly the mom asked me,

" Blogger, kan?"

I was a bit surprise because I wasn't expected such Q. Haha. Lagipun memang now dah tak berapa aktif berblog, kan..

"Aah.."

"Ada blog, kan?" She asked me again.

"Aah.. awak ada baca eh? Ada blog jugak?" Seee... like stupid Q kan.. Hehe. Tak sangka pulak..

"Saya silent reader."

In case, you-know-who read this entry, thanks you made my day on my D day.  :)