♥ of being clumsy ♥

Honestly, truth to be told, I am a clumsy person. 

I lost my mum's watch.. the one that my mum gave me as a token after I completed my Masters degree. She gave me that watch, so I can wear it on my graduation day. It's priceless. But, I lost it. My bad.

I lost my digital camera with hundreds of captured moments. That is, irreplace-able. Semoga orang yang terjumpa kamera tu terus delete semua gambar-gambar tu.

I lost my other-half. My laptop. With all my Masters, PhD works and important documents. It's been 6-years affair with the lappy. Now it's gone. With the wind.

Husband quits his job so sudden. I still remember, it's second week of June. Good bye to long working hours, burnout job without any OT. But, being me.. I worried of so many things. We've got lotsa expenses these days. Life with two kids. What if, what if.. How to pay this and that, etc.

Muhasabah diri sebentar.. Berturut-turut dugaan. But every cloud has a silver lining.. rezeki Allah ada di mana-mana. Dan kadang-kala kite tak sedar rezeki tu datang sebab terlalu memikirkan apa yang kite hilang.

Alhamdulillah, a day after he tendered his resignation, he got a call for an interview. A week after, he successfully landed on a new job. He is no longer has to endure one-hour driving to get to his  workplace. 10-15 minit aje dah sampai.. and the most important thing, he is no longer underpaid like his previous job. Cekik darah.  :))  But he decided to start the new job on July. So, we got to spend quality times during that period. Two weeks. Jalan sana, jalan sini.. Bawak anak-anak pi park.. Tengok Delisha main dengan Amirul while we, holding our hands together. Bahagianya rasa. Uhuks.  Happy sangat-sangat. Bukan senang nak dapat moments macam ni kalau masing-masing dah sibuk dengan kerja sendiri. A lesson to learn.. as a wife, don't whine especially in front of the husband.  Susah sama, senang pun bersama. Percaya pada Allah. Insya allah, ada jalannya. Right?  :D

Alhamdulillah, I got a new lappy with wider screen (which I always dreamt of tapi tahan diri sebab sayang duit..). Now, I can read journals in multiple windows. :)

Alhamdulillah, our soon-to-be crib dah naik konkrit.

Alhamdulillah.. anak-anak kata "We love our new ride!". Definitely because they get to play hide and seek in the car. LOL. Cepatlah adik Amirul membesar.. so that mama boleh duduk sebelah daddy while in the car. Actually, tukar kereta sebab kereta lama dah unfit for long-hour journey dan asyik ada engine problem.. eventually terpaksa juga lepaskan Kembara kesayangan yang dah banyak berjasa.. dari zaman mula kerja.. beli dengan gaji pertama. Masakan boleh lupa banyak kenangan indah di situ. Anyway, have to move on right..

Alhamdulillah.. berjaya uruskan insurans PrudentialBSN untuk anak-anak and myself. Untuk daddy, daddy kata takpelah..die kemudian. We just can't afford to allocate more penny for insurance coverage.

Itulah kisah 2-3 bulan ni. Lotsa things happen.


About PhD work: attended Atlas.ti course, Rasch modelling courses, etc. Just want to share, bila sedar laptop hilang, rasa gelapnya dunia. Rasa macam ilmu yang kite pegang semua hilang sama-sekali.  Nasib baik ada back up sikit latest writing progress dalam Dropbox. Nasib baik dah mula gunakan Mendeley untuk organize sources literature. Semuanya disebabkan "nasib baik". Alhamdulillah. Definitely a lesson to be learned wisely.

Praying hard that I am not going to be a clumsy mama.. or else, I'll lost my kids somewhere. Nauzubillah.. 


*Update: Terbaca kisah ibu yang kehilangan anak yang ditinggalkan dalam kereta begitu menginsafkan. Sebaya Delisha anak itu. Semoga dihindarkan dari perkara-perkara sedemikian.

 Both cuties.. enjoying roti canai.

 My shy-shy cat lil princess. Hahah.

 She is now almost 15kgs and me 48kg  :D

 Amirul in his deep sleep

Anak mak betulla budak ni. Huhu. Tapi die tak suka mengempeng. Cukup sudah kot.. sebab Delisha kaki ngempeng terhebat. Kay.. till then. xoxo.