♥ Dalam Kenangan ♥

Tammy yang manja

This moment will be missed for the rest of my life

Si Penakut bile bawak jalan dalam kereta

Suke mengendeng sampai orang rimas dibuatnye

Si comot yang sangat garang mase baru dibawa pulang ke rumah

Don't know how and where to start..

She's no longer with me. No longer in this world.

Since I let her at my parents' house. I try to keraskan hati. Let go of her. Even though sayu sangat dalam hati. I know my sister will do her best to take care all the kucings, including her. I let her go a week before I gave birth to Delisha. I can't afford to take care pets enimore.

I used to blog about her and Timtim. I'll always remember the moment I took her from the street. Saat hujan renyai.. I nampak die sekilas lalu while driving. In seconds I made up my mind to patah balik and then take her home. I patah balik, nasib baik die masih ade. Menggigil kesejukan. Comot, bulu melekat-lekat dengan chewing gum, bucuk. I bawak balik, bagi makan, bagi minum susu, i mandikan.. ajar poopoo and weewee gune litterbox.. Every kucing has its own behavior. Tammy manja. Tammy suke gigit kaki. Quite annoying sometimes. Tammy suke curi-curi tido kat bantal saye. Tammy suke tunggu belakang pintu each time I reach home after work. Tammy suke tolong tangkap lipas.. Pantang I belikan canned foods dielah yang menyambar dulu.. Siap rebut yang Timtim punye.. Sedihnye.. nanti kalau jumpe Timtim mesti lagi sedih. His soulmate dah takde..

Tammy, rest in peace, k. Kite jumpe kat sana nanti. Sorry if mummy tak berikan yang terbaik untuk Tammy.

This is her second time fighting with death while giving birth. Poor her. This time she couldn't make it.