♥ am gonna miss so many things ♥

..at least for the time being.

#1 Timtim meowing..begging me to put him back in home. Coz I put him in the cage. Alone without Tammy. Coz Tammy adalah ibu yang rajen menyusukan baby-baby die. So I gave her a credit. Boleh duduk dalam rumah dengan aman damai. Uhuks. Sorry Timtim deary. Mummy's too tired to clean up your sesuka hati uncontrollable wee-wee habit. Penat tau mendobi dan jadik makcik cleaner di rumah sendiri. Sampai I had to talk like this to him.


"Timtim, ko kencing sepah-sepah lagi lenkali mummy kasik pelempang. Nak?"

But Timtim is no more here.. Husband dah bawak budak gemok tu pergi KL. Duduk rumah baru. Tapi die dok nyorok dalam toilet doploh-pat jam. Ade jugak cubaan melompat keluar tingkap dari tingkat 3. Ko gile eh Timtim? Baru pindah rumah jauhhh sket. Dah merajuk. Dah cube nak bunuh diri. Huuuu. Jangan nak, jangan.

Dah mula miss you both, babies! :(

Wondering whether these two cuppycakes of mine boleh take care of themselves or not. So for the first day without me there, I guess they were doing great. Hiks.

#2 My one-month-old new shoes tetibe dah tak muat because of my swollen feet. Then I bought a new sandal yang makcik-makcik punye design. Ohhhh. Sungguh kecewanya kerana baru pakai 4 hari dah tak muat dahhhh. Saiz 5 dah lompat saiz 7. Tak muat jugakkk. So pasni kaki ayam sajerh. Okei, tipu. My bulging betis. So officially I sudah ada betis bunting-padi now. Tak pernah-pernah. Jadiknye bangga diri sekejap.

Gemok okei gemok kaki saye and sometimes it hurts. Sometimes look comel too. Haha.

Persiapan baby? Sudahla kot. Dah malas nak re-check. Checklist pun entah ke mane.. Stuffs paling urgent nak guna like set bersalin je belum beli. Mungkin jugak tak beli.

These whole bunch for rm200.

Really cheap, a great bargain and it's a big YEAY for me. Nih kalau dapat free mesti saye dah tergolek-golek atas lantai.

This is my last week of working. Dah ada yang bagi ayat,


"Ishhhhhhhh..ruginye cuti lame-lame. Kenapa cuti awal sangat??"



Dah tahu jawapan lagi mahu tanye soalan begini. Stress I tahu tak? Ye, dulu I rase rugi jugak nak cuti lame-lame before EDD. Kerja banyakkkk sangat pending. Pastu sayangnyeee kat annual leave. Tapi memandangkan I'm all alone here, no one to drive me to work, kaki dah bengkak gajah, perut dah besar gedabak, nak turun-naik kete untuk bukak gate pun mengahhhh, no one to look after me, no one, no one.. Please. Don't compare me with you. It's not fair.



Asal jumpe mesti nak tanye, takde orang teman ke? Duduk sorang lagi ke? I know you care but that's not the right way to show that you care for me. Sekali-dua OK, kalau dah banyak-banyak kali sebut mende same, it's ANNOYING, you know? Bak kata one of my BFF,


"You'll never understand someone's feeling even if you walk in their shoes. Kasut pinjam tak sama dengan kasut sendiri."


Belum beli fridge and washing machine for our another home sweet home. Rase macam time baru-baru kawen dulu pulak.. otak ligat fikir camne nak nak carik duit beli barang rumah.. T_T..

Gonna say bubbye temporarily to 'rumah Senai' and hye to 'rumah KL'. Now bizzy mempacking barang. Thanx Mr. husband sebab dah siapkan rumah tu. Wait for us, k. I kene gi KL cepatttt sebab ada sorang makcik tu dah sibuk tanye husband die bujang ke..duduk ngan sape. Tak boleh jadik ni. Sorry, makcik. He's taken. Muahahaha.

It's my 37th weeks of pregnancy. Really. I am gonna miss these days. Terima kasih Allah kerana menjadikan saye orang kuat hari demi hari. I tried my bestest best. Doakan our lil miracle safely delivered in any time.. soon.. Insyaallah..