..why can't i feel it? why can't I touch it?..if it is just in front of me.
People always say life is like a roller coaster. It has its ups. It has its downs. When we're up high..we found ourselves laughing like there's no fear, there's no uncertainty. Nothing could hurt us. When we're down..we cried like there's no tomorrow..or maybe tomorrow brings another sorrow to us..I understand my life is not a bed of roses..perfectly not. And i guess this my downs.
Sorry guys..not in the mood for anything..But I still playing peek-a-boo with you darlings' blogs. Thank God that makes me smile rite now, at least.
People always say life is like a roller coaster. It has its ups. It has its downs. When we're up high..we found ourselves laughing like there's no fear, there's no uncertainty. Nothing could hurt us. When we're down..we cried like there's no tomorrow..or maybe tomorrow brings another sorrow to us..I understand my life is not a bed of roses..perfectly not. And i guess this my downs.
I once thought my heart is made up from metal. It couldn't be broken. I could resist almost anything. No acts could hurt me. No words could bleed me. Not for my old days. But yes, it hurts, it bleeds me this time.
I really miss the times when I wore braces coz thats the time i think it's ok for being weird n burok bile senyum dengan gigi senget benget mcm horror..asalkan nanti bile dah tersusun macam pagar, i'll be the happiest gurl in the world.
I really miss the times when I was laughing like hell with the jokes from my TSGian bffs. Funny and stupidest thing in the the world like "time bile korang tak pakai bra" tapi tetap gelak bagai nak giler.
I miss the times when people just said "ohhh..nad memang clumsy macam tu.." without torturing me you should not do that.. You should do things like this? Apesal clumsy sangat?..bla..bla..bla..I hate his question. Because I'm a clumsy person..so for things I could see, for things I could handle, I always wanted it to be perfect. But because of my clumsiness, somethimes I mislooked so many things. Is it wrong to try to be perfect when you know your own imperfections but you don't know WHEN that clumsiness act will take place??
Oh yes, I was super duper clumsy to misplace my CC. Nasib baik I sedar after a day.. Tu pun perasan time bukak wallet tengok ade satu slot untuk kad hilang. Now I had troubles nak gi outstation sebab that CC was very helpful sementara nak tunggu dapat claimfor godsake tatau biler cheque keluar. You know JB-KL needs $$$ for the petrol, highway tolls, makan-minum, hotel rooms, and segala mak nenek? Ergh.
I'm tired to prove others I am nice like angels. I can be a mad cow too, you know.
I'm tired.tired.tired.
I really miss the times when I wore braces coz thats the time i think it's ok for being weird n burok bile senyum dengan gigi senget benget mcm horror..asalkan nanti bile dah tersusun macam pagar, i'll be the happiest gurl in the world.
I really miss the times when I was laughing like hell with the jokes from my TSGian bffs. Funny and stupidest thing in the the world like "time bile korang tak pakai bra" tapi tetap gelak bagai nak giler.
I miss the times when people just said "ohhh..nad memang clumsy macam tu.." without torturing me you should not do that.. You should do things like this? Apesal clumsy sangat?..bla..bla..bla..I hate his question. Because I'm a clumsy person..so for things I could see, for things I could handle, I always wanted it to be perfect. But because of my clumsiness, somethimes I mislooked so many things. Is it wrong to try to be perfect when you know your own imperfections but you don't know WHEN that clumsiness act will take place??
Oh yes, I was super duper clumsy to misplace my CC. Nasib baik I sedar after a day.. Tu pun perasan time bukak wallet tengok ade satu slot untuk kad hilang. Now I had troubles nak gi outstation sebab that CC was very helpful sementara nak tunggu dapat claim
I'm tired to prove others I am nice like angels. I can be a mad cow too, you know.
I'm tired.tired.tired.
Sorry guys..not in the mood for anything..But I still playing peek-a-boo with you darlings' blogs. Thank God that makes me smile rite now, at least.
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11 comments:
life is like a roller coster..., sis..
don't worry, sometimes wht we think not always will be the same, sometimes when u feel sad, just remember.. the sun will always find u and help u.....
saya doakan akak bahagia selalu k
tq dear T-T
lama menyepi..tiba2 entry cam sedih...tak mo sedih2 ye.. :) mmg dah jadi lumrah hidup manusia camtue...kita perlu redha menghadapi nya...anyway, kiree doa nad sentiasa dipermudahkan dalam segala hal..amin,.. :)
nad..moody 2 biasa..ada perkara kita boleh cam senyap ajer..tapi ada perkara cam nak burst..
cuma..bila dok jauh dari hubby nih..semangat mau kuat sajer..
sayu baca en3 nad hari nih..
yayang, nape ni. long time no news from u. misz u naddd!! jgn lah sedey2..meh kite story mory.smile ok! :)
kak nad, its ok for being clumsy.. for being the real you :) because those who mind don’t matter, but those who matter; they actually don’t really mind! :)
life is like that nad.
i know, if u're like me, nothing can cure except our own self and cos, the one that makes u sad =p so takyah pikir2 sgt nad. live life the way it is okeh ^-^
yang...lama x kuar kat sini..tiba2 sedey2...it ok yang..its ok to be sad...its ok to be upset...Kalo ko rasa nak meletup, nak nangis, buat je...ni bukan nasihat dr org yg suke nangis tau, tp kalo ko burst walaupun dlm bilik sorang2, ko akan rs lega sgt...i hope everything will be fine...jg kesihatan tau...
take care nad.insyallah,better things will come =)
hye nad..npe cedey je ni...:( Sowila xsmpt nk wish a lot thanx kt nad coz sudi dtg mjlis kte..,bz m'manjang je,tgk blog bru t'igt :)jmp jgk aritu kte ye..Nt de gmbr nad kte entry kt blog k!!Don't feel like dat nad!!
hi there~ salam kenal~
Yup, I totally understand you~ (me too previously wore braces & clumsy up till today)
Don't take it so hard on yourself, you are after all only a human being~
Be strong and you'll get through~ Gambatte!!
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