♥ Love Is A Delicious Cocktail ♥

I tengah jiwang. Rindu kat husband sampai rase nak pengsan. Being apart is never easy. Every two weeks, nilah die sindrom Patah Hati serta meroyan after husband balik KL. Pengsan. Pengsan. Dan..sebab rinduuuu yang giler nih. I buatkan satu nota untuk Mr.Husband. Font disangatkecikkan sebab sumpah jiwang sangat.

Ku terasa kesyahduan menyelimut malamku sepi. Ku menanti kepulanganmu kau janji-janjikan satu masa dulu. Hanya kau kasih. Kau kukasihi. Kata-kata yang dilafazkan mengikat jiwa dan cinta hingga tak termimpi pengganti yang lain. Biar ku dicengkam gelisah dibuai rindu yang mendalam. Resah mendamba belaianmu yang teramat kudahaga..Kumasih lagi setia biarpun takdir mencabar, kita terpisah. Kumasih lagi di sini berpegang teguh kalimah cinta.

Bravo. Cukup sudahhh. Buang tebiatlah kalau I yang tulis sume nih. Sebenarnye terlebih imaginasi tadi. Bukan. Bukan I yang tulis sume nih. :D How do I handle my own emotions while we are awayyy? Be patient and loyal.

Romance should be shaken, not stirred. I don't want to waste time of being angry and mean to someone I love. Eventhough sometimes I do act like a mad women. Pliz excuse me. Tipulah kalau takde sesi fighting tu. And yes, I lah yang paling lambat sejuk. Deep inside I adore him so much coz he's so kebal dan dalam hatinye ada taman. Euw.


People tend to forget the fact that getting engaged or married is a life-changing decision. It's easy to get carried away with the excitement of getting that two things. The ring, the party, the celebrations - but we need to remember it's a decision that affects our whole life. Sometimes we wouldn't know whether we made the rite decision or not. But I believe, walau dengan sesiapa pun kita bersama, takkan ada manusia yang perfect kerana kita sendiri pun tak perfect.

I will still believe when he says he'll call, when in fact he doesn't.
I will still believe he'll buy me things that I want, when in fact he just forget bout it after a minute we had that conversation.
I will still believe he'll do things I insisted him to do when in fact doesn't think it's important at all.

This is what I hold on to once upon a time. Now I dah immune. Bukan I dah tak kesah. Tapi I dah jadi orang yang lebih memahami. Die nak call, tapi tak call sebab tertidur akibat penat seharian bekerja. Die ingat setiap ape yang I katakan. Well..he's just pretending like he doesn't care at all. He do think it's important. But maybe, it's just not the rite time. That's all. So I dah tekad dalam hati nak jadi isteri yang baik. Yang mithali. Yang comel. Itu sudah pasti. Eheh. Yang setia.

Kerana saye tahu di mana letaknya saye di hati die.

Setia membawa ke syurga, kan. Dan lagi, syurga seorang isteri di tapak kaki suami. Last weekend mase husband datang sini..I said something like this to him..

"Abang, dulu mase kite couple rase lain, kan?"

Our love life used to be so complicated. Always fighting. Dua jiwa. Dua hati. Bile dah kawen ni hati jadi lebih tenang dan lapang. Tak tinggal bersama mungkin buat kami jadi pasangan yang kurang sempurna. ..tapi..There's no love with no pain. At least, i try to think love with pain is a normal thing. Kalau 'cinta' bagi die terlalu subjektif, mengape tidak bagi saye? He's everything to me. And I'm everything to him. Enuff.

Mate yang sembab sebab *toot*

Mr.The Rock yang nampak jambu sebab pakai baju merah jambu

Last Sunday, pagi-pagi lagi dah bersiap nak keluar cari barang and tengok muvi kat Giant U Mall Skudai. Mule-mule tengok muvi dulu. Mase beli barang kat Giant ada satu insiden dengan cashier yang buat husband hangennn. So husband kate pasni terus balik rumahhhh. I dah start bagi hints nak tapau nasik kat mane-mane for lunch..singgah kafe dalam utm pun OK. Tapi husband macam tak layan je..Then he said,

"Tak payah singgah mane-mane lah. Pasni balik. Kat rumah nanti awak masak jela ape yang ade." Strict and firm. Kalau dah start panggil 'awak' nih mesti tengah hangen satu badan.

I memang giler malas nak masak sebab dah pukul 2.00 lebih dan penat tengok citer PercyJackson tuh. Cis. Tengok muvi pun penat. So I said,

"Ala..honey malas nak masak.." dengan nada mintak simpati.

He said, "Alah..awak masak megi pun takpe."

Okeh. Time nih mate dah bergenang. Kepala dah senget macam nak melekap kat tingkap kete dah. Sedih woOo..Tak rela nak masak. Pastu macam sedih sangat sebab kene makan megi untuk makan tengahari.

Tetibe tak sampai beberape saat lalu depan Jusco TamanU and husband tetibe corner masuk Jusco. I dah meleleh air mate time ni. I was like...huh??? I can't believe it. He's doing it againnnnnn. He always manipulating my emotions. Grrrrrr..How could he????? I couldn't deny that the fact is, I dah termalu nih sebab dah ternanges. Giler. I ingat husband I kejam sangat. Rupenye sangat sweet. Dah la pakai t-shirt pink pada hari tersebut. Lagi nampak sweet. Agagaga. So kemudian, si husband telah membelanja isterinye yang kelaparan serta malas masak berlunch steamboat di Johnny's.

The Rock is cookinggggg. Muke garang takbleh blah. :P

Eleh, ingat I takut??

Iyer. Kesimpulannye husband saye memang sweet.

Do we look so in love?? Boo. Boo. Boo.

Urghhh..I can't beat his height. Ni pun dah pakai heels setinggi almost 2 inch. Sesungguhnye inilah pengalaman pertama berchenta paling lama dengan orang yang sama. Ehh. Ko lupe yerh yang ko da kawen da pun? Lempang karang.

Selalulah buat saye gembira. Selalulah buat saye bahagia. We'll grow old together. And still holding hands. Berlari ke langit. Impian kita bersama. Ya rabbi. Jiwang karat minah ni.

Yelah. Yelah. Wish to end this jiwang session with jiwang stuff. Tapi akak penganten nih memang cool kentang lah. Peminat ZianaZain tegar kot. Sedap suara die. Penganten lelaki siap bagi support tuh. Tak tahannn.

Nasib kawen sekali je. Dah lepas dah pun. Jangan harap aku nyanyi karaoke camni dengan berbaju penganten.