Ohh My.. Being a DIVA

Sape takmo jadik Diva on your very own, once-in-a-lifetime-wedding, pliz raise your hands!! Hopefully kita kawin sekali seumur hidup..Insyaallah..

Good news! It's in my closet!! Hmmm..malas nak citer pasal baju sebenarnye. Tapi bila dah dapat kat tangan sendiri, gembiranya hati. Thanx KakDiah..Again, walaupun lambat siap, tapi outputnye tak mengecewakan. Gone satu gundah gulana dari berjuta-juta gundah-gulana dalam hati. :)

Couldn’t remember when or where..i found this pic. A bride with purple and black dress. Tapi I dapat gambar sekerat je.

I nih selalu tak tetap hati nak pakai baju yang mana untuk bila dan di mana. Suka hati ikut suka.. Sadly, I think I’m not going to wear this purple chiffon for the day. Maybe pakai baju nih di hari dan masa yang lain atau yang sewaktu dengannya. I learnt from tunang’s attire that day, chiffon doesn’t really makes me look good. As I’m too slender and tall, wearing chiffon will makes me look thin, thinner and thinnest! So I try to mix and match here..as there was one day I terbeli kebaya hitam nih. So I match kan dengan kain dark purple satin that was supposed to be wear with the chiffon. Huhhhh..Complicated. Have to hunt for purple tudung and black veil..Gonna wear this dress for majlis kat Terengganu. Euwwwww..tak lah gothic sangat,kan...By the way, en.tunang will wear baju melayu kaler dark purple like this. So..harus carik a.k.a sewa samping dan tanjak kaler hitam baru sedondon ala kedondong. Heheh. Hapelaaaa..dah start merepek.

Baju untuk majlis his side

A simple kebaya labuh for nikah

Got info from a colleague, she said our gaji will be freeze, means no kenaikan gaji for about 3-5 years. Means, after I get the Phd degree, then we talk. If you don't have your Phd, talk to the hand. Bad news. Hape nih..entahla, ada perempuan stress sedang berbicara. Gosh. How am I going to survive within that period of time? Walaupun Master belum habes, now I have to start digging info where to further my Phd, what area to choose, what field to study. Thinking bout career, diz news bring pros and cons. The consideration, sekarang working with 41 grade. Previous policy, after settle with Master, goin to grade 45. With all benefits. Then pursue Phd, cuti belajar dengan gaji penuh sebagai pensyarah gred D45. This new policy, working with 41, after habes cuti belajr Master, start cuti belajar Phd later with cuti belajar dengan gaji penuh sebagai tutor DA41, after settle semua goin to gred DS52. Correct me if I'm wrong..I think they start diz new policy to force the staff kejar Phd cepat-cepat. Benefit like loan, and etc yang I pun tak berapa aware, I'm not sure but since working here in 2006, sume bonus dapat, elaun khidmat awam, perumahan pun dapat. Cumenye masa perkhidmatan sepanjang jadik tutor tak dikira untuk keseluruhan perkhidmatan time nak kira pencen nanti. Of course, after waiting to habeskan thise 5 years, the reward is great. But..Takpela..kerja ape pun ada macam-macam ups and downs kan. Better follow thw flow. Dizzy ~ Baek citer pasal kawen-kawen, kannnnn..

I think as time goes by..saye dah tak larat nak demand or angan-angan macam-macam..duit pun makin banyak yang keluar..banker pun sendirian berhad..we’ve agreed after kawen have to start top up our savings back..as we dah guna our savings semaksima mungkin..wuwuwu..en.tunang, love you to the bits…it’s OK..sharing life is not easy, sharing heart also not easy..we’ve gone thru so many ups and downs..duit kita boleh cari, if that’s the price we have to pay to live together and happily ever after..A life with full of CINTA means BAHAGIA, rite..yang penting niat suci nak mendirikan masjid..semoga semuanya berjalan lancar dan diberkati Allah..

At the end of the day, it’ll be just the two of us.. :P Saye bukan kepala batu. Tapi kepala konkrit. Ehh..kenapa tetibe ada statement begini.

Last weekend bizzy gi Viva Voce Courses..How to be a DIVA during your VIVA..No lah. I just kidding..How to prepare yourself during Viva. :)