Lunch @ Nando's with Nana and hubby.
Blackpepper Steak @ Bangsar RM11. Place suggested by Nana. Kat sebelah Bangsar Village.
I have so many questions in my head. Suddenly I felt down and demotivated. I feel empty.
Can he accept my best friends?
Can he accepts my family ritual such as balik kampung tengok mak tiap bulan?
Can he..
Can he..
Can he..
Time single, bila nak gi jumpe kawan, gi kenduri kawen kawan, gi kawan tunang ke..orang tak kesah bila kite gi sendiri. Tapi bile dah kawen, mesti orang tanye " mane hubby?" and macam sungguh kesian bile tak ditemani hubby ke mana-mana kite pergi. Saye juga terfikir..macammane nanti kalau tiba-tiba rindu kat ibu ayah, kat adik-adik..is it OK kalau saye balik BP tanpa suami? Whenever I want??
I used to do things on my own, doesn't have to get permissions from any body. Bila rase rindu, terus angkut kain baju, start enjin kete and then terus balik BP. :(
Gosh, it's heart breaking. I can't think of other things. Sobss..sobs..I know I've been thinking so much. It makes me broke into tears when thinking such things. Orang kata hubungan anak perempuan dengan ibu bapa kira macam 'putus' bila dah kawen. Is it true? I feel down. Sebab saye anak sulung, I can't accept the fact that I can't be there with my family like I use to be when I'm single. Sayunye.
Of facials, semalam gi Mayfair. The consultant said after a month baru buat next treatment sebab treatment yang die buat tuh kire effective untuk sebulan. Kalau nak buat white heads or black heads extraction la..I love this extraction part bile buat facial. Rase sedappp je sebab dah buang sume tu.
And..miss this cute lil baby.
Last but not least..I have one question to ask. How do you feel when someone you knew called you stupid? I'm speechless.
* Entry campur-campur.
Each day, each steps bring endless possibilities..It's what's next?
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7 comments:
sedihnye.. sy ank pompuan bongsu. dh la paling rapat ngan ibu plak tu. ;(
iyerp..sedey, sedey..sekarang pun time belum kawen ni ada je percanggahan pendapat bile weekend menjelma..we hav our plan, so do him. kdg-kdg it seems like we don't have the rights to speak out..soo sangat sedeyla kan..
u anak bongsu. I know how u feel..kite sedey, sebenanye mak-mak kite pun sedey gak kan..cume die tak tunjuk je..
:(
nad, ive been thinking the same, over and over and over.. somehow of all the happiness, there is one spot that feels so empty..
for me i feel like, omg i ada setahun je lagi with my family and after that they may not gonna get the same attention from me? gosh!
wah ke mayfair nampak? patut muka licin je kan.. hehe.. tu pun tak sempat telek nad bebetul.. :)
nad..jgn la sdey insyaAllah once u got married,joe will b a husband yg will put u first before him(kan joe kan.kan2 =P)in marriage its a normal thing to giv n take..dont hold back to give as much as u can give and insyaAllah u'll get much more in return...X0X0
huda:glad coz there are people who feel the same..we're in the same boat!i tak realize sangat mende ni until..hmm..susah nak cakap kan..u've got a year more so live ur single life to its fullest. :) gi mayfair, aritu mase wedding fair kat midvalley dpt voucher free facial..tp semalam kene tmbh rm80 baru la die buat extraction..kalau tak setakat cleanse and scrubbing je. Tapi die gune mesin ape tah..rase tegang and pedih semacam je after the session.Sib bek kejap je rase mcm tu pastu baru OK.. lepas ni kalau ade wedding fair sile rajen2 isi borang promotion tuh sume ye.. :)
nana: hehe..biasela kan..got lil misunderstanding and miscommunication. bile ade konflik sket mesti cam sentap je perasaan ni..nih sib bek dah ok..hati dah bunga-bunga semule..hehe
wut u said is kinda right.sedey sgt dh kawin.my parents salu sms tanye blk bile sedangkan shahalam-PJ je.but we r very bz w our plans xsempat kdg2 nak entertain ebody.dh kawin sgt2 penat nak bahagikan masa:( pastu adik2 call dah x sempat nk layan.Tapi semua org perlu berkahwin kan?and dpt jumpa buah hati setiap masa.
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