Love is everywhere between the two

Dulu-dulu LDR. Walaupun takdelah jauh sangat, tapi sebab bizzy ngan kerja so jarang jumpe. Before seeing each other in real life, we started flirting and messaging thru online medium. Four months jugakla buat projek miang nih. Hehe. And our first blind date made us believe that, yes we meant for each other. After the first date, we don’t see each other for the next 3 months. Our second date was when I came to KL to register for my IELTS exam at British Council in April 09. Then..my exam was schedule on June 09. That was our third date. Pastu August 09 baru jumpe..then jumpa time raye in October then Disember, mase saye register Master. Huuuu..penat nak ingat sume nih. So..secara purata jumpa dalam 2 bulan sekali. Kesimpulannye, dah biase dah tak nampak muke masing-masing..I know, life after kawen tak sama macam life before kawen. OK. Again..I know, bezanye macam langit dan bumi.

I realized the fact that after we're married, we had to go thru this PJJ process. Soalan cepu mas bila dekat-dekat nak kawen ni, people and families will start to ask, "lepas kawen nak dok mane?". Iskkkk..susah nak jawab. Rase nak tersedak pulak bile orang tanye.


People kept saying that..PJJ susahhhhhhh BILA:

*salah seorang sakit
*time terpregnant
*1001 alasan

TAPI hidup mana yang tak susah, kan??? You tell me. It’s whether you kuat or tak kuat. Tuh je. Kuat tu bukan physically saje but also mentally.

I don’t need a husband so that I could shop around with him. I always shop alone. That’s not a big problem. Shopping alone is a great therapy. Takkan nak shopping barang rumah pun kena tunggu laki?

I don’t need a husband so that ada orang teman EVERY time saye makan. Ohh plisss.

I don’t need a husband so that I won’t feel lonely. Ohh. Common babe. You’re a big gurl now. Daddy’s gurl no more.

I don’t need a husband so that I have someone to drive me here and there.

I do need a husband to make babies well yeah. But I need a husband for something MORE. More than I could imagine. More than everything.

I always proud of myself because I’m not a dependant person. So I need kata-kata semangat dan perangsang. Not a demotivation words yang menakut-nakutkan saya such as

“lelaki tak boleh dipercayai kalau duduk jauh dari isteri, nanti dia cari lain”, “kalau laki tu baik pun, tapi ada pempuan yang goda-goda, lama-lama cair jugak”,
"bla..bla..bla..kalau macam tu baik tak payah kawen",


Now you know..nape saye stress gak kenkadang bile pk sume ni..Pliss avoid any speculation, or try to make me emotionally disturbed or mentally tortured. Anda buat saye rase berjauhan dengan suami selepas berkahwin adalah satu kesalahan yang diperuntukkan hukuman mati mandatori. Huarghhh, takutnyeeee..takutnyeee.. (saye exaggerate sajerh hehe)

Oh, by the way..kitorang takdelah giler plan nak PJJ forever and ever..sangaplah OK. Nanti bila tibe masa yang sesuai, dah ada kelapangan dari segala-galanya, we'll start to have that perfect marriage-ship. Time tu tengok muke masing-masing sampai nak muntah pun takpe..:)

So guys, help me to be strong,k..

All of all..Siapelah yang berkahwin untuk bercerai, kan? Kalau tak boleh nak percaye pada husband sendiri so better tak yahla kawen, oK. Bak kate pepatah, kalau takut dilambung ombak, jangan berhoneymoon berumah di tepi pantai. Agagagaga.

There will be times in my life where I forgot what I’ve said or written, do remind me,k. From now on, I’ll learn how to be the gurl you once and always love.

I believed that you have your own dreams and it's not fair if I drag you to stay with me, just because you are my husband. I'll let you chase after your dreams. Flexible is the key.


I believed that you have many other responsibilities, that you don't have to stick with me all the time, just because you are my husband. Trust is the key.


Just remember this, I'll be your home. You're always welcome. Cause I know, home is where your heart is. Kan, kan, kan??


I'm so relieved because I managed to write all these. Typical me, I always forgot important things. Saye selalu lupa bagaimana nak memotivatekan diri-sendiri pada saat-saat genting. :P


Yang penting,

LOVE IS EVERYWHERE BETWEEN THE TWO.

>Rite?? *wink*